i tink i shld reflect on my jc life so that i noe where i can improve and where i can pat myself on the back and say well done! honestly i feel that i have more tings to regret than more tings to be happy about. let start with the bad tings before we move to the better tings. there are a few tings that i regret doin if i tink carefully and one of them is joining soccer. dun be mistaken but i m lucky to have met some great soccer pple such as sahmadi, daniel, zad, arif and co but the sad truth is soccer has wasted my 2 yrs of jc life. lookin back, there is noting worth remembering about our soccer except the first day of my training. that day instead of the usual training, the coach first let us watched this inspiring movie called 'remember the titans' and it was about how this great coach united this racially divided team and turned them into match winners. the movie was so nice that i wen to download e movie immediately after i reached home from training and i honestly thought it was the start of great tings to come...alas i was bitterly disappointed when it did not materialize. actually it is very simple to succeed in jc soccer...u jus nid to train ur fitness and skills very hard and u mus be very determined. these are very simple qualities yet it was sorely lacking in our team and worse our coach and our captain wasnt strong enough to enforce such a training so it was only normal that our fitness and skills were substandard. as a result during our first season we were trashed game after game by other jcs and i can stil rmber lookin at our team being outclassed and yet being totally helpless. it was a disguisting, excruciating, humiliating feeling-one that i dun tink i wil ever forget. i rmber when the season ended, i vowed to improve my fitness and my skills and to overhaul the soccer system even if i was jus a member. i seriously thought i could do at least someting so that we wont end up like the seniors-bottom of our grp. and we did our seniors proud by doing even better than them....we ended up bottom of our grp, without a win, without a goal, and without any dignity. can you imagine goin into every match knowing u will surely lose because you never keep to ur promise of training harder and stil havin to watch the entire match? it was painful... i tink i hve ranted long enough so moral of story is to consider a cca carefully before joinin it cause i dun wan history to repeat again..