received a msg on sat. i kinda expected it but i was hopin for a miracle-a miracle that i could not stop tinkin abt even when watchin wall.e on fri. alas it was not to be and i was brought crashin down to earth from heaven where miracles happen...i tink i was kinda disappointed cause i thought she would give it a try but i guess it was jus wishful tinkin on my part. so now i dun noe what i shld do...continue to email her or jus ignore her since she alrdy stated it clearly. but one ting is for sure, i wont stop tryin but i wil try to leave it aside for now cause i stil got one unfinished business left. although i got so much that i wan to tell her, i tink this song kinda explain evrytin that i wan to tell her and it is aptly named 'with or without you' by U2. anyway if somehow u r readin this post, i wan to wish u all the best for ur a lvls.




so today is the last day of slackin for me. i dread the start of tmr when i hve to start muggin all over again for a lvls and i wonder if i can survive the period before and durin the a lvls cause i cant seem to find anytin to do to help me take my mind off muggin after muggin( sounds strange...). in the past i depend on fm07 but it was too addicitive. now i m tryin this new anime called neon genesis evangelion( cool name!) and i hope i wont grow tired of it too quickly cause i nvr seem to be able to finish anytin that i watch. i nvr finish slam dunk, heroes, D. gray man, friends(wif my sis), my so-called life, prison break, and much more i tink...i tink my patience is the one that is stoppin me from completin this series and the problem is i dun hve much of it! but i tink this is jus a small problem compared to the earlier one i mentioned above...man u versus chelsea tonite! hoping for a gd match.