muse

tinkin of someting to write to someone can be so difficult especially if u dun really noe tat person well. right now as i m writin this post, i m oso tinkin of sometin to write to tat person and as i m writing this post, my father is watchin the olympics closin ceremony in the background so maybe this could be a subject...y do i wan to write msgs to this person if i dun noe x well? well because i wan to get to noe x and email seems the only way although there are also other more direct but more insane methods. right now i hve sen x 2 msgs and i tinkin of sending x a third...well i shld really sen x a third if i wan to continue the conversation. sometimes i tink it is so easier for x because x jus has to wait for my email and tink of some reply before sendin it back to me and make me happy...whereas i hve to summon all my brain power to tink of sometin interesting and funny to converse with x. sigh life is so unfair! but life stil has to go on like that famous sayin 'the show mus go on' and we r part of that show. maybe it wil be easier if i jus ask x out or someting like that but i wonder if it wil freak x out...and now is really not a gd time i tink. interesting...if i substitute every letter x with her name i will have typed out her name 11 times! prelims, girls, life, sighn....