yawn

this sucks. sopcast is not working so i cant watch chelsea vs tottenham or manchester city vs sunderland..so i m watching other matches like roma vs napoli. but i hve to live wif this cause i m not willin to pay so much money jus to watch epl. the epl pple are smart because they know that the dd for their league is perfectly price inelastic so they can continuously increase the price of watchin their league. moreover our money is used to pay the footballers crazy wages like rooney earns around 100,000 a wk and most of it comes from us. our money is also used to pay players in the reserves who are also never goin to play on tv. btw chelsea drew 1-1 wif tottenham but i was hopin tottenham would win so that they will break the stamford fortress. tottenham is really playin lousy at the start of the season because they hve so many gd players like luka modric, dos santos, bently, pavylucheko yet they hvent win a match yet. i tink the squad stil has not settle yet because they hve too many new players but i also cant see them breakin into the top 4 this season because the other top 4 are stil very consistent.

teachers' day

wen back to primary sch today. on the way i saw my kindergarten?! it was an accident because on the way to my pri sch i walked past my kindergarten YWCA and amazingly, nothing seems to have changed. i tink if i walked in there, i wil feel like K1 again haha. i tink kindergarten days were one of the most fun because theres noting to worry like girls, exam, hw, life. somemore u can sleep in the afternoon and wake up to have teabreak...how great is that! anyway i reached my pri sch and i was nervous because i nvr visited my pri sch since sec 1. i guess its because my pri sch is so far away frm my home and secondary sch so i nvr thought of goin back on teacher's day. however i nvr c my teachers because there were so many secondary sch students crowdin the area but i did check out the teachers board where they show all the teachers photos and their names. i was shocked that almost all my p4 to p6 teachers were stil teachin at the sch because it would mean they have taught at the sch for at least 7 years! there was my p3 sci teacher Mr Peh, p3 eng teacher Mdm Rosiah, p5-6 eng teacher Mrs Yeo, p5-6 maths teacher Mr Foo, p5-6 sci teacher Ms Tng and i tink p4 eng teacher Mrs Serene Cordeiro and she stil look as chio as ever, maybe even more chio. i wish i had the chance to meet them because they were really gd teachers. somemore my p4 eng teacher Mrs Cordeiro invited our p4 class to her weddin and i rmber i took a pic wif her.

i look funny but thats not the pt. she was a really great teacher and if i had to chance to meet her, i would have thank her for helping me so much. though i didnt have the chance to c my pri sch teachers but i will dedicate this post to them for all that they have done for me. and happy teachers' day too!

sume

had gp exam today. paper 1 was ok but paper 2 was tough and i used up so much time for summary that i only had time left to write oppposing viewpt for aq. strangely paper 2 seem to have more questions than it should have because when i was doin the first few qns, i thought i could finish the paper but sadly it didnt happen but i m ok with it. anyway its not the first time but lets hope this will be the last time! tmr is econs paper 2 woohoo! i m jokin of course...earlier i tried practising econs tys 06 paper 2 qns but it was damn difficult. the paper was really difficult, you should try it if u dun believe it. for eg there was this qn ' explain what factors affect price and output in an oligopolistic market'. i was stunned! after so many years of studies and hardwork, i could not believe that i was alrdy stuck at the second qn. and thanks to that qn, i dun feel like studyin now because it knocked all the momentum out of me...but hey if u know the ans, u can always leave a comment or a essay behind if you like.

umse

this is gettin strange. prelims is getting closer but i seem to be muggin lesser...sounds like an inverse relationship between the number of days to prelims and the number of hours muggin...probably because i seems to be having headaches lately these days and i cant seem to drag myself to study. yet i m startin to worry abt my prelims too...i tink prelims is screwin up my thoughts and i cant tink properly rite now. one more day left to prelims but i dun feel anyting...it feels like another day or even feels like a sch holiday...anyway found this old song that i like before and it stil sounds great after listening to it again. man! you wil love this song too.
'unwell' by matchbox 20

muse

tinkin of someting to write to someone can be so difficult especially if u dun really noe tat person well. right now as i m writin this post, i m oso tinkin of sometin to write to tat person and as i m writing this post, my father is watchin the olympics closin ceremony in the background so maybe this could be a subject...y do i wan to write msgs to this person if i dun noe x well? well because i wan to get to noe x and email seems the only way although there are also other more direct but more insane methods. right now i hve sen x 2 msgs and i tinkin of sending x a third...well i shld really sen x a third if i wan to continue the conversation. sometimes i tink it is so easier for x because x jus has to wait for my email and tink of some reply before sendin it back to me and make me happy...whereas i hve to summon all my brain power to tink of sometin interesting and funny to converse with x. sigh life is so unfair! but life stil has to go on like that famous sayin 'the show mus go on' and we r part of that show. maybe it wil be easier if i jus ask x out or someting like that but i wonder if it wil freak x out...and now is really not a gd time i tink. interesting...if i substitute every letter x with her name i will have typed out her name 11 times! prelims, girls, life, sighn....

random

introspective

ahhhhhhh

i noe i shouldnt be here but i tink i jus wan to scream all my stress away. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
i tink that shld be enough. actually i dun tink theres anyting that can really help to drain my stress all away. actually tinking of someting to write for this post is alrdy quite stressful...ahhhhh what m i doing?? nid to find someting to pull myself together. was talking to my frien and he said this

taking it step by step and we will slowly find our way says:
r u stressed?
keith says:
not really
keith says:
why should i be?
taking it step by step and we will slowly find our way says:
i like ur response. haha
keith says:
i think life is meant to be enjoyed
keith says:
no pt feeling stressed, since it would make u unhappy + also affects performance

how nice! what he said makes me feel better already! actually what he said i alrdy knew it all along but the problem is how to enjoy life everyday without fail and without having to worry abt anyting when theres SO MANY tings to worry like prelims and a lvls.......i shall jus let go of my mind and let it wander to wherever it wans to go. i tink sleep is the best medicine to stress so i shall go to sleep now.

keith says:
think not abt what others have done to hurt u, but think abt what others have done to help u

alain bernard

alain bernard. this guy is a monster. can you see why?

just look at his size. he looks like he is goin to explode out of his speedo LZR race swimsuit any time...his body is so big that it makes his head look small...which is quite true. he jus won the gold in the 100m freestyle but later he lost at the 50m freestyle race. i hope i can have a body like his but i wil need to train real hard..

talk

was nearly late today because someone's bag caught my uniform as i was about to leave the mrt...it was so tightly caught to my uniform that it was like sewn there in the first place together with my uniform.. it was another day but today yunrui showed us this 'interesting' photo.



did it turn you on? haha. it certainly turned yunrui on! i tink this kind of scene is every guy's fantasy! haha. at first i was kinda turned on( which guy in the world wouldnt be turned on?!) but later i felt this picture was disgusting because the 2 girls, who are kissing, are not chio(OF COURSE NOT LAH, i am jus joking). i jus do not see why they should be doing this as their class photo and worst, to do it right infront of the teacher..but seriously, the teacher looks quite blur. it looks like some kind of publicity stunt..jus that theres NOTHING to publicise! but truthfully, this class photo is actually more interesting than most class photos, including mine, even though it is slightly disgusting. in most class photos, the students will be standing together and jus smiling(or putting on a fake smile) infront of the camera and thats jus it! looking back at the many class photos(or cca photos) that i have, i realised that they are quite meaningless because they do not give any clues about my past and what it was like back then. they are simply pictures of pple, whom i hve long forgotten and lost touch with, smiling. maybe class photos should be more than jus that! (but definitely not like the one above..haha)

talk

so i shall keep to my promise again..this is kinda of getting hard. another normal sch day

My So-called Life

quote of the day: 'prisoner of happiness'. what a phrase! jus heard another phrase: ' if u dun pretend to be happy u will be better being happy'. 'My so called life' is just getting better and better!

talk

i shall keep to my promise of bloggin for the sake of my gp. honestly todays flagday was a total waste of time. morning i wen to collect the can then i wen amk lib wif justino from 10 to 12.40. next we had lunch and i wen to my tuition. after tuition i told justino i wil meet him at amk mrt but i didnt see him...i tried to sms him a few times but he didnt reply...finally i waited long enough and i simply decided to return the can so that i dun hve to walk around like a goondu having to walk carefully so that the can in my bag will not keep making noise from the coins. fortunately this is my LAST flagday(i hate flagdays 'x' ) and i will not have to do this anymore. to tell the truth, today i did not receive a single coin from anybody( i tried to ask a few pple but they all decline) so i had to donate my own money again(haha) and i had to find a remote location so that i can put my coins into the can without raising any suspicion. i am sure detractors(sounds like a gp essay..) will disagree with my actions but its not like i wan to but i dun hve a choice. i nid cip hrs but i also nid to study so i feel the best ting to do would be to marry both together-doin flagday but muggin in the lib instead. i confess it does not feel good especially today when i saw the handicapped pple soliciting money from the public and how much they nid these donations but like i said i hate flagdays! so i tried to donate as much as i can instead. hopefully this can go some way in helpin them. my whole day was eaten up by this flagday but hopefully i can reach my target of PLATINUM CIP AWARD! so that i dun hve to do any more cip and can start focusing on my studies instead.
i dun noe whether this sounds crazy or wat but i accidentally added myself as a fan on alessandro ambrosio facebk..haha. lets hope she will notice me and very soon i wil be having a superhot superbeautiful supermodel as my girlfriend. haha

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talk

i should practise writing and this is one of the best way-blogging. anyway there is nothing much to talk about but today was quite of different in that i attended this debate. the debate was organised by ajc for secondary schs and today was the finals in which rjc vs mgs. mos of the rjcians look quite nerd but some of the mgs girls were not bad..haha. there was this one eurasian-looking girl who occasionally stole a glance at me(haha) and i also occasionally stole a glance at her(haha) but she was kinda cute. anyway this debate gave me alot of food for thought because i realise that elonquence is power. with elonquence, u can convey ur ideas to others with conviction and this will convince them to follow ur ideas and beliefs. i tink this is important to me because i may wan to be an environmentalist and i wan to change the way pple live and the way they perceive the earth so that they wil show more care and concern for our only planet. i guess i shld practise speaking more often and i shld also watch my pronounciation more carefully when speaking to others. guess thats all for this first post of mine but this seems quite a good enough introduction for me!